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[Sep. 3rd, 2009|10:37 pm] |
searching for treasures
in the big city
through the bricks of the buildings
inside the fence poles
jammed in concrete
and knotting hair
i will pass the broom
everything will disappear
but the work of art.
i will find focus. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|11:13 pm] |
i am still like an ant in the city, looking at the tall buildings, looking at the beautiful people, and not living the glamour. i am still hauling heavy things, i am not going to the party because i have to pay the bills. i am not creating because i broke my blacklight.
i am a little bit sad. i want to feel beautiful.
( breaking the handcuffs and walking away. ) |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2009|08:11 am] |
i am full of debts because of my old roommates putting all the bills in my name.... and running away without paying. really big debts that scare the crap out of me, just thinking about all the work i'll have to do, only to have a clean name.
so i will work when i am settled in. right now i am waiting for an answer. it takes so long. i am not that patient. my whole life depends on this. my whole life is kind of on pause. i don't have space, time, only disorder and confinement.
but my eyes are fixed on that point of light in the horizon. i am going there, whatever i will find there. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2009|10:51 am] |
oh they've got a video of me with a hula hoop at eclipse festival last summer! i never saw me hula like this on a video before! :)
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[May. 6th, 2009|01:51 am] |
about all these things i have not been writing...
fuck all that. time is now.
i realize stuff (all the time)
i've been shut up, crushed
people hold me too tight in their arms
while stepping on me with their boots
at the same time.
i've been shut up - maybe it is good?
abandon the many paths to concentrate on one?
the possibility of university in design
if i get my visual portfolio together
with a class of math as option...
*
but what about the end of the world?
fuck the end of the world.
the legend exists so that we realize it does not matter if we die
as long as we are happy when it happens, as long as we live our lives fully. |
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[May. 2nd, 2009|09:13 pm] |
i don't have the internet anymore
but hey i'm back. it's been a while actually. :)
i wish you a good spring
and a good summer too.
and please i want some nice groovy boots. and uhh beats too, :)
peace. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2009|02:45 pm] |
this is not the highest i have ever been
but this is beautiful
balanced
and full of love.
we are searching crystals
and tasting san pedro
slowly
going towards
the giant penis rocks.
( <3 ) |
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|02:17 am] |
Plane tickets are bought. We're leaving on january 21st.
Montreal - Toronto
Toronto - San Salvador
San Salvador - Lima
I'm so excited! :)
Not to forget:
Bring all my plants to someone who want to take care of them.
Checking all my bags and pockets for forgotten drugs and medication.
Tie my hair up for going through the customs.
My camera, transfer cable, and batteries.
Lots of papers, pencil and watercolor.
My fire-poi.
I also made a bunch of new simple and comfortable clothes for travelling. I'm buying my backpack tomorrow. This is soooo soon! :)
I also found this party:
( line-up ) |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|01:28 am] |
dmt came to me because i am ready.
i am reading the book and it explains so many things. it is like the links between everything i knew made sense, explained.
why women are fertile on the full moon, in natural light settings. and why spring is the season of love. melatonin is fun to study.
and much more to come because i have not yet read the whole book.
and much more to come because i have not yet smoked the crystal.
i have a good feeling about this whole thing.
i am kind of anxious about smoking it though - i am definately not putting it on marijuana. which herb is coherent enough to be the vehicule - or do i need a herb at all? what if i smoke it with a monoamide oxidase inhibitor? maybe not the first time though... a short-lived trip feels reassuring on a first exploration.
( *lifemagic ) |
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