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[May. 29th, 2012|10:06 am] |
fall in line,
they say,
fall in line
...
we designed a world for you
we gave everything we have for this
why are you not thankful ?
you have all the distractions you need,
tv, sports, porno, clubs,
what can you want more ?
is this life not paradise ?
there are kids working in other countries
for the shoes you wear,
why don't you buy them ?
are you not thankful
of their servitude ?
like little ungrateful bitches you take the streets
you block my long flowing life
and you keep me from working !
it's a tragedy, you know,
because i need the money
to buy my distractions...
my beer, my sports ticket, my videogames,
i want to go home watch the pornternet,
why are you blocking the streets ? |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 28th, 2012|09:18 am] |
i see red.
students in the streets protesting,
together for education, for knowledge,
for transmission of real things from humankind
and people leading our nation so blinded by greed
and people voting for them so blinded by
intellectual laziness
and lack of education
...
they are the children of the prophecy
1987 harmonic convergence and onwards |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2012|06:51 pm] |
the things that make me furious
and i cannot speak
the level of hypocrisy,
the level of self-congratulation,
the level of self, self...
can we be selfless, nameless,
one world, one love, no heroes
so i run away from what they have turned this up to be,
the biggest catch for insecure ego to be flattered,
while they dare using words such as prychedelic and trance.
and... do i trust it will come down?
exert patience,
it is to the image of everything we have seen up to here
ignorance put forward.
their world is repulsive and vampiric,
i feel they are sucking out life force, sucking out potential,
to serve their somber thirst.
but it's not so much against them that i revolt,
but the people ignorant enough to not see what is going on,
the people, blind from admiration of heroes
that they want to be like them to be admired too,
the only way they think they'll find energy.
it's all power struggle, all i see
i look to escape this,
connect to the source, directly,
so the sickness of needing heroes, or needing to be one
simply disappears
and we can be one again. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2012|12:18 pm] |
these beautiful visions
coming from the mind's eye,
ajna, indigo, third eye
i am scared.
why.
why why why?
it's frustrating.
all i want to do is rub my head
against solid things, against the wall
i close the passage like a closed fist
and i fear explosions,
and i fear the trip,
and i fear the destination.
all things in it's time.
losing control, loosening the grip
is something that can be learned,
fear is only obstacles to overcome
is what make me more who i am
and less what i've been made out to be.
enjoy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 4th, 2012|12:31 pm] |
i don't believe in superstars,
i don't pray to fake altars,
i know you infinite, we are the same
dealing with the same world,
the same problems,
the same hesitations, the same programmation.
get off your podium, take off your mask,
and don't be ashamed, we are the same.
my best hope is that one day,
more people will understand what i'm trying to say. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2011|03:44 pm] |
people under the influence of programmation think they do good,
but how can they know the deeper good.
good is what they have been taught to be good,
good is on program,
and you are still (in) the hands of the machine.
the role you play was already written in their scheme,
you were the perfect candidate,
you have been led there
with (dis)information, culpabilization,
because they know human nature,
they have been studying it for millions of years.
and what have we been taught about being human?
have we been taught how to breathe?
how to use our brains properly?
how to think for ourself, above the influence,
how to free our minds?
have we been taught how to love?
mostly we've been taught how to fear.
how to be slaves. how to sit. how to work. how to obey under the menace.
how to disobey under the menace. how to revolt. how to be mad, how to be against them so they can arrest us, so we can be an example of what they do to those that rebel... to instill fear upon the rest, to keep them working.
we are slaves, are we not?
is this apocalypse?
(revelation?)
when people realize this, wake up,
when of course they don't accept this...
and then realize that they are not the ones in possession
of more than enough bombs to destroy all life on earth...
i am one in a million,
i stand here by your side,
i don't see anything that we can do...
only continue to keep our eyes open
work for self realization
and consciousness
and what,
what? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 25th, 2011|12:31 am] |
why i feel this, revisited feeling from deep youth, trying to integrate with people and still feeling rejected for being who i am, feeling like the one we don't really want, the one that does not belong.
i like being a black sheep, i think it is a virtue. i think it is the most interesting people.
why do i let myself be hurt by the comments of the other? why do i take it like this? nothing is wrong with me. nothing is wrong, even though they say there is... nothing is wrong, i am who i am.
we are who we are and if we don't integrate so easily it's just that we have a different bug than others. that's why it is beneficial to be yourself, with other people who are themself.
how can i have my place in the golden chariot without pretending i am someone else?
what what what?
i used to think it's because i am ugly. not the right hair, not the right face, not the right clothes... not enough money... i have hated myself so much for it and made it worse.
this trip, will make me visit this? it already started like this... being kept out of a ride full of beautiful people and facing the way alone... like it's always been. but i see it clearer, no wait, i've always seen it clear... but i was ashamed of it. ashamed of being myself, living this experience. why why why? i still am, a little. but i am more... mad? yes. i am. but i also have consciousness to make me go farther than being just mad.
explore. help me, life.
i understand those that pray... this is like a prayer.
mysticism, consciousness, prayer, evolution, understanding, acceptation, love.
everything <3
good night from san fransisco :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 27th, 2011|11:26 am] |
le piege de pratiquer une magie ouvertement dans le domaine des rassemblements est dans la nature humaine de vouloir tout copier, sans chercher a comprendre en profondeur les raisons pour lesquelles les choses sont faites.
quand la magie demeure sous-jacente, il n'y a pas de prétention. pretention qui vient du mot 'pretendre'... faire semblant...
il peut devenir dangereux quand ceux qui font semblant s'affichent comme des meneurs et se permettent leur interpretation... leur vision... alors tout le mouvement perd son authenticité... c'est la mort de l'âme... |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 23rd, 2011|01:29 pm] |
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the trancefloor and the interactions around it are an interesting field to study human nature. it is not from the parties that i get sick, but rather from human nature.
all that is play on the ego is a phenomen of entities. it is what we project on other people and what they project onto us, the game of suggestion, telepathy, and mirrors. it is possible to make someone feel really bad or really good with entities.. but also we know it is all illusion, it is the game we play.
to establish good energy in a party, we need to be aware of the existence of the entities and projections that people do on each other. making the magik is playing with the people, placing them in a situation where they can surrender, let go, where thay can just exist and they don't need to feed on other people's energies with the entities that they project... that we project...
i include myself in this. what is my interaction with people on the dancefloor, and in life? what is the image i project on other people? how do they reflect this energy? what do i need from them in order to feel good? what happens if i don't get it? how can i ask the right question? what is the right question?
i seek consciousness... to be continued ;)
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entities are creatures of habit. they are neuronal pathways that we strenghten every time we exercise them. what else....
as conscious people, we can consciously play with entities. i wonder if consciousness is given only to those with the wisdom to use it... because in bad intentionned hands, it could cause much harm. then again, most of the time bad intentions come from unconsciousness..... hmm.
so, consciously playing with entities in making... a party. where we encourage people to see who they are, how they act, to discover their mechanisms, to make them also reach/seek consciousness.......
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what do we pretend we are? how much energy goes into this pretention?
what do the external sources want us to think we are? what benefit do they gain from it?
what are we, really?
((( experience the resistance ))) |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2011|06:16 am] |
je crois que c'est possible et j'ai un plan. pas précis. mais une direction générale.
don't stop til we get there. |
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